.entri rojak. April 29, 2008

Wah, mmg sejak 2 minggu lalu, hidup aku dipenuhi berjumpa dgn rakan-rakan. Memang cemerlang sgt. Jadi terpaksa rojak-rojakkan entri, nk letak semua sekali gak.

Zai, Yan & Me

One of my oldest friend, Zai had finally come home to Malaysia. So me & Yan decided to meet her after so long. Even for me & Yan, this is the 2nd time we met ever since both us came to KL last December. Busy sgt dik non.

The journey started with Yan & I ventured to Pesta Buku Antarabangsa at PWTC. People are full & packed like sardine. I didn’t found anything, but Yan got her Ramli Awang Murshid’s and I promoted Shai’s book. Then, we took the train to Kelana Jaya and took a bus ride to Sunway Piramid to meet Zai at Hart’s Chicken Buffet. Zai, still the same Zai. Only a bit feminine. Dah 11 tahun kita kenal. Percaya x??

Reflection pix: Me, Zai & Yan

Me, Nedd & Zai

At MRSM Taiping everyone knows, where you can see me, you can found Nedd & sometimes Zai. The best thing with these people, they know me the best and xkan pandang serong to all my sarcastic and panah petir jokes. We laughed like we own the Old*Town Kopitiam at The Curve. We talked almost about everything. And yes, when you’re with Geng Set, no matter how much you’ve changed, once you start talking to the members, abes la keluar balik semua perangai lama. Hehe.

We had lunch at Vivo. Great & affordable food. But I only remembered to took the pictures of the food, not us. Amende tah.

Me, Yan & O-on

O-on reside at Sabah. She owns a shop there, selling tudung, kain ela, clothes and that liking. She came to Semenanjung to pile the stock and visit the family. Asked Yan, O-on keluar duit betul2 mcm taiko. Wahaha. Kami jeles amat ini. Yours truly and Yan took the chance to bought some tudung as well. All I can say, for 5 pieces of tudung corak2 that I can lilit2, it cost me only RM20. Heaven la weyh.

I decided to belanja them at The Chicken Rice Shop. Some gossips and later brings the snapping pictures right at the middle of Time Square. I don’t care.

O-on is the one in Choc coloured tudung

Me, Shai & Masni

I really wanted to meet these babes ages ago. I visit Shai’s blog almost everyday to get my daily dose of laughter. Her daily musings of simple things locked me entry by entry. Masni is another blogger whom frequently visit Shai’s blog as well & we just clicked like that. Most probably because we’re almost in the same boat and we understand each other problem.

So, these 3 gorjes blogger babes finally meet up at SACC, Shah Alam. Like I told you Shai, suara kamu amat comey. Hehe, and Masni is so petite, I really must ask you how you shed those kilos. Seriously. Me, the clumsy but yet pretends to be elegant Jis. Hehe. It’s fun meeting you guys, especially bashing that particular person. And to Masni, sila la belek gambar comot ini puas2. Hehe.

Shai, Masni & Me

PAC

I kinda missed PAC. It really made me feel brilliant (you’re right there Shai. Sweats of intelligence, hehe). I met my old schoolmate back in Main Convent. We instantly clicked. And instead of meeting Shai’s Scoffiled, I met my own Zahid. Seriously, he looks like Zahid.

Me & Yana

And today, it’s my birthday. I had a weird dream last night. Most probably because I keep on rewinding this skit over & over again, wishing I’m that girl. Please view my old blog to watch the skit.

In that dream, me, Zai & Nedd melawat Jepun by boarding this train. Naik kt Bukit Bintang, and the fare is only RM106.35. All of us are excited especially me. Takot pon ada bcoz we can’t read & talk Japanesse and as you might know, those Japanesse can’t talk English. We met this one kakak that helps us getting the most suitable place to stay with affordable price. Non of us shop bcoz of the currency exchange. I dragged Nedd & Zai to watch the recording of one of Arashi No Shukudai-kun, their show.

During the show, I was selected as one lucky audience and I asked MatsuJun to act that skit with me. He was so amazed of having a fan from Malaysia, some more a Malay, he decided to follow us around. And I asked him to take pix with me at Ebisu Garden Place Tower Clock, an important place from Hana Yori Dango. Haha! Gila merepek, tp gila nikmat tidurku, terima kasih atas mimpi yg sgt indah.

I’m 24, hear me roar. I’m single, hear me roar!!

alhamdulillah April 22, 2008

I’ve lots to tell. the weekends i had, I spent happily with wondrous people. New & old friends, as someone sinically told me; “People can’t stick with you all the time Jis. Find new friends” Well, I have people whom I have befriended more than 10 years. Xyah nak sombong2 ok. Tau la you’re bored with me and the new girl is far interesting than I am.

But with these news I received on just 5 days apart, there’s no words escaped my mouth other than “Alhamdulillah, Syukur Ya Allah”

Yes, I do believe there’s always a reason when sadness storm into our life. I still remembered when I flunked my return class for Data Structure, how I somehow failed my groupmate as well because of my pc was really infected with viruses and chose not to be working well when I was just about to send those files to my lecturer. Ironic, isn’t it. But it’s true. After the incident, I met 4 great people who were close to me back then. One of them was the person who gave the statement above.

In every cloud, there’s a silver lining. Yup, I believe in that.

Today, I missed him the most.

The most that it wretched & squeezed my heart so tight, sometimes I feel I can’t breathe. I’m proud of myself because for the past 2 weeks, I manage to ignore him completely. But I broke all those rules today, I just can’t help it. I felt down & sorrow.

But thanx to my auntie who lend me the book; “You Can Be The Happiest Woman In The World” or in Malay, the book will be called “Jangan Bersedih Lagi”. Some of those words, that reminds me that I still have lots of love filling around me, it elevate the sorrow & empty feelings.

And then, came the sms that informed me that I’m selected for an interview session for the GREEN’s programme. That moment, I was blessed. Blessed & so thankfull to God, I had my sujud syukur there & then without really knowing whether it’s the right way or not.

I am, in the midst of preparing myself for my PTD assesment this weekend. I was, actually, shocked that I passes the PTD test.

Itulah, kuasa Tuhan. Tak ada siapa bole halang. And seriously, I am too thankful to The One for giving me good things after the bad things that happened. I won’t actually called it ‘bad’. Let’s called it ‘unintended’. That sounds better.

Again, it’s the love & support from you peeps that can me a stronger woman. I’m already standing on my own. Just sometimes, I wobble. The supports that you guys gave will hold me a bit longer than usual, Insya Allah.

Terima Kasih, Ya Allah.

p/s: I wish I could share these happiness with him. I wish.

antara penang & kuala lumpur April 10, 2008

Seorang di utara, seorang di tgh2 semenanjung Malaysia; Kuala Lumpur lah tu, tapi masih sempat shopping sama-sama.

 

“Ko size berapa ni?”

“Kalau bole aku nak kaler putih jugak. Merah pun xpe”

“Aku x jumpa la kaler putih. Warna merah tomato ada la”

“Betul la weyh, aku dah naik pitam nk pilih yg mana satu”

“Ko pusing-pusing la dulu. Mana tau ada yang lain” – Ko tau x kedai ni besar? Huhu

“Aku jumpa kaler putih yg ko nak. Suka la tu”

“Acc no plis”

 

Betul la kata Shila, For*ever 21 mmg cayalah. Ada satu trench coat tu, yg betul2 mcm yg saya suka. Kotak2, kaler merah itam. Just nice. Harga? RM 90 je. Tapi sayang, saya ni “comel” sgt, x dapat nak sumbat dgn size M. Mungkin Tuhan nak suruh beringat2, jangan excited sgt beli itu ini. Atau Tuhan nak bgtau, “Jgn membazir. Kain dh beli, ambil gambar sudah. Cari tailor handalan untuk buatkan trench coat kamu”. Oh, mungkin betul.

 

Alih-alih, kedua-dua chic blogger ni rembat coat kaler putih. Tunjuk saya punya sajalah. Babe punya, kene mintak izin dia dulu nak tayang-tayang kat blog. Oh, I’m so in love with my white coat.

 

Soalan menarek lg sentap; “Bilanya kamu nak pegi oversea ni?” Ha ha.

  

 

Berapa? RM 119. Oooh. Memang heaven. Saya xtau la, saya ni gadis yg keberapa termakan entry Shila. Haha.

p/s: wordpress ni mmg elok edit kt IE ke? jenuh edit kt FF, x cantik jdnya. Explanation anyone?

family April 6, 2008

Come rain & shine, catastrophe or bliss, family stick together. Such a unique unit, how they bind and wrapped together.

 

And why am I talking about family?

 

Many of you might not know this, my family functions very weirdly. We’re the losers in saying “I Love You” or “I’m Sorry” (ok shai, maybe your family can share the same trophy). But still, we stick together. We can fight like today’s the end of the world and the next day, we simply catcall each other ‘bodoh’ and laughed about it. No matter how big the arguments & misunderstandings, we attach together.

 

For example, I was furious my dad didn’t take the courtesy to buy me an advance ticket to KL today and landed me a tix at 10.30 am. Imagine, I arrived last Friday at 10 pm and I need to wake early on Saturday for that S*PA test and God knows that will take all day. Which left me few quality times at home. Upon hearing my reply of, “Kak Yong xnak balik pagi2 la Ayah. Penat tau”, the dead silence tone on my handphone is clearly the sign of my father being pissed off at me.

 

The good thing is, I didn’t sulk or being sarcastic as I always be (see, I told that certain person, I’ve grown up) and my Father talked to me back first thing in the morning. And we can simply talk like normal father-daughter as if nothing happened (which of course I said my sorry, xmo jd anak derhaka). See, that’s a family.

 

And all these whie, I always thought and assume that person is my family. Yes, I was right. But I was never that person’s family. Although the whole of that person’s family including uncle, aunts and org kampung had known me, I’m STILL NOT A FAMILY. Although I had been angry, mad, broken hearted, devastated, lack of trust and sad; I forgive that person. Because family forgive each other. Family can’t be mad at each other for that long. Family laugh at mistakes that we assume was big at that moment but turned out to be ridiculously silly later. We laugh, accept, forgive & forget because we are family. So, what’s the point having a relationship with a person who doesn’t think you dearly as family? I guess this is goodbye then.

 

I know it will be hard, it won’t be an easy ride. But I have others. Although all the people I love tend to leave me, I still have those people who love me. Old & new friends, far or near, they are there for me. Not all the the times, definitely. They have their own life to mend & attend. But they will try their best to be here & support me. Aite, babes?

 

I would like to borrow Babe’s motto: I’m a strong, beautiful, independent woman. Hear me roar!!

They are times I will feel down & low, please, help me to pick up myself. They will be times when I think there’s no point in doing anything, please slap me to give me a wake up call. They are times when I just simply need you to be there for me, please, support me. I want to have a new life & beginning.

 

I.Want.A.Life. Period

pre & post-II permulaan baru April 3, 2008

Kadang-kadang, untuk pura-pura lari dari masalah, kita terpaksa pura-pura gembira atau pura-pura bersuka ria. Jadi, setelah kita berpura-pura, mungkin sedikit sebanyak perasaan gembira itu akan terbit. Dan lumrahlah dengan benda yang dipaksa, ia pasti tidak kekal tahan lamanya. Jadilah. Gembira sekejap walaupun pura-pura. Apa para wanita selalu buat untuk pura-pura gembira?

Membelah dompet; jawapan yang paling tepat.

Pre – permulaan baru

Dibeli hasil simpanan U*nit T*rust. Ayah bilang; “Duit Kak Yong. Kak Yong pandai-pandai pikir sendiri”. Ye lah Ayah. Bukan Kak Yong pakai hu ha walau ada. Kak Yong pakai untuk kerja. And if you’re wondering what wallpaper I have on my lappy, it’s definitely ARASHI

Ini untuk hiburan masa lapang. Shai, aku kena agree dengan kau, sub anime beli kedai sangat hodoh. Baik la tgk anime sub yg download. Lebih sempurna bahasanya. Dah malas & xde masa (juga xde internet laju macam air terjun), kena la pilih alternatif kedua; beli. Anime Haruhi lama dah nak download, tapi susah sebab kena license. Second DVD is Nodame Cantabille Special Lesson. *Chiaki punya rambut sangat x best. Tapi, ending best*

Post-II permulaan baru

Kenapa post-ii?? Sebab perkara yang betul-betul kira post tu, bendanya masih ada dekat babe. Babe! Aku mau gambar. Ngeee. Orang tuh nak periksa, ko sibuk-sibuk mintak gambar pulak. Aku kadang-kadang suka shopping sorang-sorang. Sebab, kadang-kadang, bukan sumorang suka ikot jalan ke hulu ke hilir x dapat apa. Aku pun x suka. Lain kalau masing-masing dah tau beli apa. Senang. Tapi, tu kadang-kadang. Aku suka je jugak ada yang nak meneman. Tapi, harap bersabar je lah ye.

Grey’s Anatomy Season 3. Ye, ye. Aku lamba. Biar lambat, janji tengok. DVD, courtesy of pakcik aku. Next to it, is Nodame Cantabille:Anime. Ini sudah melanggar pantang larang aku di mana, kalau baca manga, xleh tgk anime or live action & vice versa. But Nodame is too ‘gila’ to be neglected. Hehe.

Kenapa aku sangat teruja dengan dompet ni? Sebab dah laaaaaama sangat aku carik dompet mcm ni. Sebab? Sebab Makino ada satu. Tapi Makino punya cantik. Kaler purple, ada manik, embroidery, sequin. Tapi ni pon jadila.

Dan, haruslah biggest catch of the day is the accessories holder. Cincin itu pun sgt cute. Tapi, tau x, sebenarnya berapa harga accessories holder tu?

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Jikalau anda tidak dapat melihat dengan jelas, harga yang tertulis adalah RM45.00. Diulang, RM45.00. Mati-mati la selama ni aku dtg S&M ni aku nampak RM5.00. Sebab tu aku ambil dengan yakinnya. Aku dah cuak bila nampak RM45.00 kat registry, tapi ………. tiba-tiba, bole jadi RM22.50 pulak kt registry. Aik, mana satu ni. Aku pusing-pusing, tengok sekeliling, kemudian senyum lebar. 50% off, all items!! Jadi, mari kita revise hasil rembatan kali ini.

Holder – RM 45.00 reduce to: RM22.50
Cincin – RM 2.00 reduce to: RM1.00 (x 2)
Dompet – RM 5.00 reduce to: RM 2.50
Grand Total: RM 27.00

Lantas aku berasa, bijaknya aku ini. Hoho. Aku gembira, tapi x pasti kekal lama atau x gembira aku ni.